READING// I have seen the trailer of the movie Me Before You and it has been nothing but amazing. I wanted to read the book before I see the movie, so I started reading this Jojo Moyes book. I’m aware that I needed tissues for this but I don’t think I’ll be ready for the heartache. That’s what I want in a book anyway, to make me feel something. It has been a while since a book made me cry so, I have high hopes for this. I bet it won’t disappoint me though.
LISTENING// to the sound of the AC blasting in my mom’s room. It has been so hot lately and it seems like the sunlight likes my room so much that the heat is too much to bear.
Lately, I always find myself singing along to 7 Years by Lucas Graham. Been listening to songs by King Charles and Vance Joy as well. My current favorite is Carry Away and Fire and Flood.
WATCHING// Jan and I watched X-Men Apocalypse and it was so good. I’m not really particular with the backstory of each super heroes, so it was nice that I can understand this movie without remembering what happened to other X-men movies. I have also seen The Diary of A Teenage Girl yesterday. It’s not like the usual coming of age film. It’s raw, human and has a little bit of dark theme to it. It’s about a 15 year old girl who likes to draw and she found herself in a complicated affair with her mom’s boyfriend.
PLAYING// Is it just me who still plays Candy Crush? If I’m bored, I can always count on this app to entertain me. It doesn’t require data or wifi so it’s a good way to kill time. Been playing RF Online as well. I got curious on this game since Jan is really into it. Funny how I always get killed playing this game but I like that we can chat there and he can show me around.
FEELING// Happy, in love and contentEverything has been so good lately. My anxiety and overthinking has lessen. I trust myself more now, been feeling motivated, inspired and I have been more positive. So much light has come out of my darkness and I’m thankful for it.
EATING// If there’s one thing I’m unmotivated to do, it’s losing weight. Ugh, why is it so damn hard? I’m really trying though. I should eat clean. I miss wearing dresses without cringing at myself in the mirror. Seems like my fats like to stay in my arms. Whhyy? haha
PLANNING// My cousins and I have been planning to hike on a mountain and camp there overnight. I hope the plan will push through. I love bonding with them. My close friend and I are also planning to have a date tomorrow. So many things we have to catch up and I miss her. Lunch and movie date, it is!
WRITING// Sometimes I forget to write on my journal. So many happy things are happening lately that writing about it hasn’t come to mind. It feels good to just focus on reality sometimes. I have been catching up though. I have a bad memory so I try to write as many details as I can to what has been happening. It’s nice to look back on what I wrote years from now.
CLICKING// This keyboard. Most of my cousins are out of the country so chatting with them is the only way we can bond. It’s nice that we can still laugh together even if we’re miles apart.
LEARNING// To focus on my review classes. Too many books I want to read, too many movies I want to see, too many things to do and places to go. So many distractions but it’s only a matter of juggling my time and I think I need to learn how to manage my time wisely. All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy after all.
How’s life lately?